On Sunday was my Birthday! I can't believe i'm already 34, time goes by so fast and i feel i didn't live at all... i actually didn't lol. I feel like i fail at life, and i fail chosing my friends, cause from all the birthday wishes i got, the ones i care the most didn't even remember me, except my best friend, but she works a lot, so i knew she probably would be late on that, and i was right, got a few messages from her today
but everyone else kinda forgot me, so that makes me really sad. I mean, i know its only a day, my dad keeps telling me that, but wtf, its my day, if we are close to someone we expect that person at least to text, right? ...
But i'm not mad, just sad, cause i wanted them to know how happy i was to have them in my life (guess they aren't).
I'm so messed up, and still, feeling like a kid lol, i'm 34, but still feeling like a lot younger, sometimes i feel i never grew up, sometimes i feel i lived 1000 lifes. But looking back, i did nothing for myself. But kinda makes me say, i'm not done yet! Just wait and see!
I had a very simple dinner with my parents and sister, she baked the cake (since we are so short on money) and since my nephew's bday was on saturday we shared the cake. Since i wanted the 34 candles, we almost set the cake on fire lol.
I did get a early bday gift, i got a DD last wednesday! I'm so happy! Thank you Whimsical-Dreams
for suggested it and JenFruzz
for featuring it! I'm so gratefull
"You know great things are coming when everything seems to be wrong. Old energy is clearing out for new energy to enter. Be patient!"