This year was a nightmare for me, and for some reason I know this next year won't be better, in fact it may be a lot worst
My Christmas was kinda... empty, i didn't get anything, but I was with my parents, but I was sad for not seeing... another person.
The lack of money really made me worry about my future, I mean, I know I don't have a future, I don't have anything to hope for. I live in loneliness, all I have is my photography, but in that too I fail, I just keep doing it because is the only thing that keeps me going, but today I almost never take photos, I wish that could change. I wish to me more independent or just be gone for good. Its true I kinda don't know what to do, I'm numb, I have no way to go, no road to walk on, I'm just.... here, doing nothing or just be a puching bag for my parents and watch everyone I like to walk away
and move on with their lives, while I keep staying back...I fail in everything I do,... I'm getting depressed and even more depressed, I'm in this dark place I can't get out of
I could hope and pray that the next year will be better, but I stoped feeling hope for a very long time.
I do want to thank everyone who supported me all this year
Not saying names cause i may forget someone and don't want anyone to get mad lol.
I wish everyone a really Happy New Year, full of Art and Hapiness and lots and lots of Love and Sucess!
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